Connundrum, woman from London: I would like to have someone to talk to about my life

I would like to have someone to talk to about my life with my bi-polar husband. We've been married for over 25 yrs. (second marriage for both). Before he got sick, we were soul mates, best friends, business partners, parents...had a wonderful life. Now he's gone mentally. I've turned into a caretaker...period. Not much fun in life these days. I think I deserve a little bit of happiness, where ever I can find it, even just conversation.