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I am 53 years old. I have been around a bunch of corners in life, having been a teacher in New York, Louisiana, and Pennsylvania. Now I am working at a book store, which is interesting because I have took historical novels on the market, both on the American Civil War. I do not mind spending time by myself, I have always been like that. Yet, as i get older, I increasingly feel a sense of being cut off from what can truly make me happy. I love to read. My family poke fun at me for all my books. I am bound to be honest, in that I was once married, and made some mistakes, leading to the divorce. I am aware of my mistakes, and have no desire to repeat them. my hearts desire is to have a woman who knows and accepts me. Big surprise, right! After all, what honest guy would refuse to admit that to himself and people who might want to get to know him? I am a good listener, though I have the habit of ALWAYS trying to make sure people know my opinion. Many years agoplayed guitar. I used to play with recorded music and it drove my wife crazy. I thought I was pretty good.