Frank, man from Springfield: I am 43 years old 190#  fit, I have been told that I

I am 43 years old 190#  fit, I have been told that I am handsome and Charming kind? However I don't know exactly how that supposed to be however a little quick history.        My wife of 10 years passed away March 13th 2016, four days before my birthday and 14 days before our 10 year anniversary.         Even though I still have  emotional issues With her passing I feel I need to get out and try something different other than residing in my own head.           (it's it's tough but I'm dealing as best I can).