Jmd8960, man from Destin: Me, just a person waiting on a first real date, been

Me, just a person waiting on a first real date, been thru high school, college, every step of life without any success meeting a female who honestly wants a serious relationship or even to be friends together. NO one at all no one to do anything with.. All i do is sit at home wishing that either that day arrive soon or my end come soon, thinking for so many years what would it be like to hold someone hands kiss them the very first time watch a movie with somone, am probably the most intraverted person alive. only good at music and computers and love if someone intruduced me to it